It's Just How it is Here.
Somedays, you get ice cream. Somedays you don't. Somedays you'll rock it out. Some days, you won't. Some people will be nice, and some won't. Sometimes you'll have bad days. Sometimes, you just won't win. Sometimes, you'll feel like the world is on your side- the stars have aligned for you. And somedays, everyone in the world will have someone to love, but you. And you'll feel alone. And you'll wonder, sometimes out loud, if there is any way in the world that someone would ever love you enough to dedicate every of their waking moments to the making of your happiness. And you'll yearn to make someone happy. You hear other's talk of their "one", and you'll imagine that someone would want to hold your heart. One day, you'll find a friend who completes you- the half of you, you didn't know was missing.
Somedays you'll be dreaming of things you could do, the people you'll meet and the lives you'll change. And one day, your supply of somedays will run short. It's just how it is here. You'll realize, suddenly, that you have a past, that you've learned a lot. You now know who will always have your back. You need never question who is on your side again.
It's a cruel irony that until your at the last you don't realize how good the middle was.
Let us not be afraid to feel and to feel deeply. We were sent here to experience in every aspect of mortality. Let us feel the sad, the angry, and annoyed: feel it thoroughly, so that we may know how good it feels to be. To be thoroughly enveloped in the sweetness of life, to be happy and to exist in the best ways. That we may no longer need to feel inferior.
It's just the way it is here. Just know that it-all of it- is simply and admirably lovely.
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